the f-word: a mix for fellow angry feminists (coverart inspired by)

01. flawless*** - beyonce, 02. bad girls - m.i.a, 03. hollaback girl - gwen stefani, 04. sex yeah - marina and the diamonds, 05. that’s not my name - the ting tings, 06. she’s a genius - jet, 07. can’t hold us down - christina aguilera and lil kim, 08. one girl revolution - superchick, 09. u + ur hand - p!nk, 10. i love it (i don’t care) - icona pop, 11. she can get it - kevin rudolf, 12. i don’t need a man - the pussycat dolls, 13. really don’t care - demi lovato, 14. salute - little mix

It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s the sound I heard when I was 9 and my father slammed the front door so hard behind him I swear to god it shook the whole house. For the next 3 years I watched my mother break her teeth on vodka bottles. I think she stopped breathing when he left. I think part of her died. I think he took her heart with him when he walked out. Her chest is empty, just a shattered mess or cracked ribs and depression pills.

It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s all the blood in the sink. It’s the night that I spent 12 hours in the emergency room waiting to see if my sister was going to be okay, after the boy she loved, told her he didn’t love her anymore. It’s the crying, and the fluorescent lights, and white sneakers and pale faces and shaky breaths and blood. So much blood.

It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s the time that I had to stay up for two days straight with my best friend while she cried and shrieked and threw up on my bedroom floor because her boyfriend fucked his ex. I swear to god she still has tear streaks stained onto her cheeks. I think when you love someone, it never really goes away.

It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s the six weeks we had a substitute in English because our teacher was getting divorced and couldn’t handle getting out of bed. When she came back she was smiling. But her hands shook so hard when she held her coffee, you could see that something was broken inside. And sometimes when things break, you can’t fix them. Nothing ever goes back to how it was. I got an A in English that year. I think her head was always spinning too hard to read any essays.

It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s that I do.

- It’s not that I don’t love you. (via exoticwild)

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The movies that will really freak you out are the ones that are mind blowing and full of twists.
Tumblr has a lot of horror movie posts but I have yet to see a psychological thriller one, so here you go! Enjoy :)
Please look up a brief description of each movie to check for triggers before watching. 
Shutter Island (2010)
The Machinist (2004)
Silence of the Lambs (1991)
Jacob’s Ladder (1990)
Black Swan (2010)
Memento (2000)
The Flock (2007)
Requiem for a Dream (2000)
Anamorph (2007)
Martyrs (2008)
The Butterfly Effect (2004)
Rosemary’s Baby (1968)
The 6th Sense (1999)
Side Effects (2013)
Sinister (2012)
Extracted (2012)
Red Lights (2012)
Sleep Tight (2011)
Absentia (2011)
I Saw The Devil (2010)
Frozen (2010)
Orphan (2009)
The Killing Room (2009)
The Broken (2008)
Awake (2007)
Inside (2007)
Mr.Brooks (2007)
Vacancy (2007)
Zodiac (2007)
Bug (2006)
Dark Water (2005)
White Noise (2005)
Hard Candy (2005)
Secret Window (2004)
Saw (2004)
Saw II (2005)
Saw III (2006)
Saw IV (2007)
Saw V (2008)
Saw VI (2009)
Saw 3D (2010)
Stoker (2013)
Frailty (2001)
What Lies Beneath (2000)
Identity (2003)
Mindhunters (2004)
Triangle (2009)
Spider (2002)
Flight Plan (2005)
Unknown (2011)
The Jacket (2005)
Stay (2005)
Seven (1995)
Tell No One (2006)
Das Experiment (2006)
Angel Heart (1987)
The Uninvited (2009)
The Others (2001)
The Skeleton Key (2005)
In Dreams (1999)
The Gift (2000)
Primal Fear (1996)
Deception (2008)
The Invisible (2007)
Arlington Road (1999)
Phone Booth (2002)
American Psycho (2000)
Cube (1997)
The Fourth Kind (2009)
Insomnia (2002)

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